Irony

I told this person not to help me by not contacting me..
but why, every time there is a call or text message
my heart still having the expectation its from that person.
oh.. am I still in that prison?

I inspired by the movie I watched last night: ayat ayat cinta
That 'love' and 'desire to have someone' is two different thing.

I inspired by the novel I finished reading last night: laskar pelangi
how destiny can send people in a lot of direction, just like forest gump

There is a question I want to ask..

"What should you do when you're stuck doing something you don't like? You want to get out, but you can't because circumstances won't let you"

hmm.. what to write, what to write?!
This friend of mine, Rudi, has opened me into a new world of blogging.
He told me that through blogging you may make some extra cash.
Yup, cold cash, Bro! (wow.. I am already imagining myself sleeping in a bed of paper with picture of Washington, Hamilton, Jackson, Lincoln in it) hahaha.. what a dreamer.

Aniway, life's been a little bit challenging. Career and Financial world of mine isn't going as smooth as I would like it to be.
But hey, just like the title of this blog 'because life is simply beautiful', I guess that's part of it,
You'll never know the taste of ultimate sweetness till you taste bitternes.

Let's see what happen next...
it's also part of life that is full of mistery.
(wow.. sounds like a wise man).
haha.